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(no subject) [Aug. 23rd, 2009|10:42 pm]
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how to order at subway. I wish everyone in Tucson would read this and make my job 42768042798 times easier.
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thanks, Jen! [Feb. 25th, 2009|02:45 pm]
How many of these best-picture Oscar nominated movies have you seen? I don't care whether you saw them on the big screen, on video, when stuck on a plane or years after they came out. Bold the ones you've seen and add the list to your own journal to create a meme.


1980 Ordinary People, Coal Miner's Daughter, The Elephant Man, Raging Bull, Tess
1981 Chariots of Fire, Reds, Atlantic City, On Golden Pond, Raiders of the Lost Ark
1982 Gandhi, E.T. the Extra-Terrestrial, Missing, Tootsie, The Verdict
1983 Terms of Endearment, The Big Chill, The Dresser, The Right Stuff, Tender Mercies
1984 Amadeus, The Killing Fields, A Passage to India, Places in the Heart, A Soldier's Story
1985 Out of Africa, The Color Purple, Kiss of the Spider Woman, Prizzi's Honor, Witness
1986 Platoon, Children of a Lesser God, Hannah and Her Sisters, The Mission, A Room with a View
1987 The Last Emperor, Broadcast News, Fatal Attraction, Hope and Glory, Moonstruck
1988 Rain Man, The Accidental Tourist, Dangerous Liaisons, Mississippi Burning, Working Girl
1989 Driving Miss Daisy, Born on the Fourth of July, Dead Poets Society, Field of Dreams, My Left Foot
1990 Dances with Wolves, Awakenings, Ghost, The Godfather Part III
1991 The Silence of the Lambs, Beauty and the Beast, Bugsy, JFK, The Prince of Tides
1992 Unforgiven, The Crying Game, A Few Good Men, Howards End, Scent of a Woman
1993 Schindler's List, The Fugitive, In the Name of the Father, The Piano, The Remains of the Day
1994 Forrest Gump, Four Weddings and a Funeral, Pulp Fiction, Quiz Show, The Shawshank Redemption
1995 Braveheart, Apollo 13, Babe, Il Postino (The Postman), Sense and Sensibility
1996 The English Patient, Fargo, Jerry Maguire, Secrets & Lies, Shine
1997 Titanic, As Good as It Gets, The Full Monty, Good Will Hunting, L.A. Confidential
1998 Shakespeare in Love, Elizabeth, Life Is Beautiful (La vita รจ bella), Saving Private Ryan, The Thin Red Line
1999 American Beauty, The Cider House Rules, The Green Mile, The Insider, The Sixth Sense
2000 Gladiator, Chocolat, Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon, Erin Brockovich, Traffic
2001 A Beautiful Mind, Gosford Park, In the Bedroom, The Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring, Moulin Rouge!
2002 Chicago, Gangs of New York, The Hours, The Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers, The Pianist
2003 The Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King, Lost in Translation, Master and Commander: The Far Side of the World, Mystic River, Seabiscuit
2004 Million Dollar Baby, The Aviator, Finding Neverland, Ray, Sideways
2005 Crash, Brokeback Mountain, Capote, Good Night and Good Luck, Munich
2006 The Departed, Babel, Letters from Iwo Jima, Little Miss Sunshine, The Queen
2007 No Country for Old Men, Atonement, Juno, Michael Clayton, There Will Be Blood
2008 Slumdog Millionaire, The Curious Case of Benjamin Button, Frost/Nixon, Milk, The Reader
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(no subject) [Sep. 4th, 2008|08:29 am]
anyone here ever had a job they liked or at least didn't hate?? :(
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(no subject) [May. 4th, 2008|11:07 pm]
IF YOU PUT THAT STRAITJACKET ON ME, I WILL RIP OUT YOUR ENDOCRINE SYSTEM."
credit: Gary Busey at a photoshoot.
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(no subject) [Apr. 10th, 2008|01:45 pm]
[mood | content]

Stuff has been weird lately. Good though. Finally found a job. Its not anything to be proud of though so yeah. This month is busy. Work, signing a new lease, some weekend event for my mom that Sam and I promised to be at, etc. For Sam, it's all that stuff plus preparing for finals.
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(no subject) [Mar. 26th, 2008|11:32 am]
[music |The Tyra Banks Show]

So, it's Wednesday, we're back in the swing of things now. Spring Break is over, but it was awesome so I don't mind. Friday, when SB started, we bought a motherload of Mickey's and Select, had a beer pong tournament and then a Mario Party drinking game to officially start the break. Saturday we just chilled.

On Sunday, Sam, Evan, Erienne and I went down to Rocky Point! We tanned on the beach all day eating fresh clams with garlic butter, I did some paintings and every night we went out dancing at the bars. That's how Sunday, Monday and Tuesday went, then Evan and Erienne left on Wednesday morning.

Nick and Tim came down on Wednesday and we repeated it all over again. Nick and I dug a hole in the beach that was big enough for me to stand in up to my waist and then we went back to the house and watched some kid fall in and get buried by his friends.

Wednesday night, we did a dine and dash at a taco stand, got away with that, but then we all got arrested for public drunkenness, and they ended up just letting us go anyway.

Thursday was more clams and tanning and drinking and dancing, then Friday we came home. Friday, Saturday and Sunday nights we had many more beer pong games and whatnot. Completely made the most of our time.

Basically, Spring Break was fabulous!
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(no subject) [Mar. 3rd, 2008|04:31 pm]
Psychoanalyze Yourself; Answer the following questions with the first thought that comes to mind. Then read which each answer means. (No cheating! )

1. You are not alone. You are walking in the woods. Who is with you?
Sam, duh

2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal?
tiger

3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal?
It runs in front of us, stops to stare at us for a second, and runs off again

4. You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing, and before you is your dream house, its:
modern, not huge though, with a garage and like bulletproof windows

5. Is your dream house surrounded by a fence?
no

6. You enter the house. You walk into the dining room and see the dining room table. What do you see on AND around it?
probably some junk tossed on the table like keys, change, mail. a couple chairs around it

7. You exit the house and a cup is on the ground, what kind is it?
plastic red cup

8. What do you do with the cup?
if it was right outside the front door, pick it up cause i dont want my front walk to be trashy. otherwise, leave it.

9. You walk to the edge of the property where you find yourself standing at the end of a body of water what kind of water is it?
A lake

10. How will you cross the water?
walk around it.



The ANSWERS

1. The person who you are walking in the woods with is the most important.




2. The ferocity of the nature of the animal is representative of your perception of the size of your problems in your life.



3. The severity of the interaction you have with the animal is representative of how you deal with your problems.


4. The size of your dream home is representative of the size of your ambition to solve your problems.


5. A lack of a fence is indicative of an open personality. People are welcome at all times. The presence of a fence indicates a closed personality. You'd prefer people not drop by unannounced.


6. If your answer did NOT include food, flowers, or people, then you are generally unhappy.


7. The durability of the material with the cup is made of is representative of the perceived durability of your relationship.


8. What you did with the cup is representative of your attitude.

9. The size of the body of water is representative of the size of your sexual desire.

10. The way you cross the water is representative to how easy or hard you expect your life to be.
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(no subject) [Dec. 26th, 2007|02:22 am]
I had a great Christmas with some of my family. I love my parents. I can't wait to see my sister!


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(no subject) [Dec. 24th, 2007|10:13 pm]
It's true. Tattoos are addictive. I'm getting one on my foot with my sister soon and I really want to do more on my back. It's just a matter of deciding what. I'll do my rose or add some detail to the dagger once Sam comes home.

Interesting stuff. I don't think anyone who knew me in high school would expect that now, almost 2 years after that hell, I'm pierced and tattooed and have a life that no one in Phoenix knows about. Most of the people who try to add me on Facebook are people I apparently met and bonded with at one party or another, but I don't remember them. I was such a good kid...no drinking, no smoking, no cursing, no boys, no lying, and perfect grades.

But you know what? I'm just fine with my life and more importantly, I am happy with me now.
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(no subject) [Dec. 24th, 2007|12:32 pm]
Thoughts on a Monday:

- I miss him so much. I'm such a little kid, five weeks is freaking forever.
+ I'm not in school.
+ I have a wonderful boyfriend and absence makes the heart grow fonder.
- It's Christmas Eve and my shopping isn't done.
- It's Christmas Eve and Sam is nowhere around.
- It's Christmas Eve and I'm not going to see my sister or my brothers today, tomorrow, or until I don't even know when.
+ I got my mom a great gift.
+ I have a nice paycheck coming in.
- I'm scared of seeing my family again.
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(no subject) [Dec. 20th, 2007|11:35 am]
The holiday season has been wonderful so far. Mostly because of Sam and Nick. They're both amazing. I called in sick to work today because I've been working way too many hours. Hopefully Nick doesn't have work today either so we can just chill. And I'm watching E True Hollywood Story: America's Next Top Model. Today is good.
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(no subject) [Dec. 13th, 2007|05:50 pm]
[mood | crushed]

well sam left tonight for a month.
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(no subject) [Nov. 26th, 2007|01:43 pm]
I am just so happy! I'm doing absolutely nothing today except hanging out at home with the roommates and relaxing. I'm completely happy today.
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(no subject) [Nov. 9th, 2007|11:03 am]
[music |bad religion]

it's weird being in a relationship and taking it slow. never happened before. its been tried before...and ended up going fast anyway lol. it was fun. this is fun. i just love love, fast or slow. sam's never been in a relationship this serious before. it is somewhat serious, i mean...we live together and we're making plans fairly far into the future. and yeah. but whatever. i'm just happy. call it serious, casual, a fling, whatever you want. i don't care, whatever it is, it makes me happy.

-Come on Eileen, I swear (well he means) At this moment you mean everything, with you in that dress, my thoughts I confess verge on dirty, come on Eileen- dexy's midnight runners

not that we're serious enough to use the L word at all. but knowing me...that won't last. i wish i were scared to say it like a normal person. but no, i've never been too afraid to tell someone how i feel and it gets me in trouble. a normal person would just be too scared and keep it to themselves until the correct time. but no, i'm impulsive and in only this area of life, a risk-taker. basically i'm a complete tard. being cautious in every facet of life except the one i actually care about.

when was the last concert i went to? sonata arctica, 2/06. seeing avenged sevenfold with nick and evan soon. then sonata arctica again in february with nick. then dragonforce.

haha i totally made some kid's day. sam and i went to campus yesterday and as we were leaving, we passed some ugly fat guy, but he was wearing a Dragonforce shirt so I stopped and told him he was awesome. haha he stuttered out "i don't meet many female dragonforce fans" before we walked away.

i think nick is creating a niche for himself as my new best friend. right up there with babylonia. then comes sam and evan. obviously sam's in a bit different category. i've never had straight guys who i was close enough to that i can say i love you and they say it back. i'm so lucky. i don't know what i did to deserve these friends. these guys are completely amazing. they take such good care of me and spoil me so much. no one denies me anything and i can talk to any of them about anything. they're all completely supportive of me and my choices. they always make me feel wanted and appreciated. we have interests in common and have fun doing pretty much anything together. i feel like they'd miss me if i were gone.

having friends like this gives an amazing feeling. i wouldn't trade this for anything. i think life can only keep getting better.

its funny, between the three of them i can always find one who's down to do whatever i want.
dragonforce? nick.
sex pistols? sam.
random shit like "come on eileen?" evan.
doing nothing and laying in bed all day? sam.
going out and spontaneously getting a new tat? nick.
having a long talk about love and relationships? evan.

i'm a 21st century digital boy, don't know how to live but i've got a lot of toys
my daddy's a lazy middle class intellectual
my mommy's on valium, so ineffectual
ain't life a mystery?
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(no subject) [Nov. 5th, 2007|05:58 pm]
i told my dad. mom doesn't know. i think it'll be fine.
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(no subject) [Nov. 2nd, 2007|06:48 pm]
i just went on a cleaning spree. somehow i went from just picking up the living room to cleaning the kitchen, bathroom, evan's room, my/Sam's room, Nick's room, and his bathroom. haha. whyyyyyy
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(no subject) [Oct. 31st, 2007|04:40 pm]
120 THINGS ABOUT ME ...
(001) Your gender:
female

(002) Straight/gay/bi?:
straight

(003) Single?:
no

(004) Want to be?:
nah

(005) Age?:
19

(006) Age you wish you were?:
21

(007) Your label?:
punk? idk

(008) Your height?:
5'6

(009) Your eye color?:
blue

(010) Any piercings?:
ears and tongue

(011) Any tattoos?:
2 - hip and back


DO YOU...
(012) Smoke:
yes

(013) Drink:
yes

(014) Do drugs:
alcohol is a drug

(015) Read the newspaper:
sometimes

(016) Talk to strangers who IM you:
nope

(017) Like to walk in the leaves:
sure

(018) Take walks in the rain:
yes

(019) Drive:
no

(020) Like to drive fast?:
--

(021) Hurt yourself:
i am pretty clumsy

(022) Have a job:
nope

(023) Like who you are:
sure

(024) Consider love a mistake:
no

(025) Base your judgement on looks alone:
mmmmm nah

(026) Do you like/love someone?:
yes


HAVE YOU EVER...
(027) Been caught doing some thing your weren't supposed to be doing?:
yes

(028) Been in love:
yes

(029) Done drugs:
yes

(030) Gone skinny dipping:
yes

(031) Had a surgery:
yes

(032) Ran away from home:
no

(033) Played strip poker:
no

(034) Gotten beat up:
no

(035) Been on stage:
yes

(036) Slept outdoors:
yes

(037) Pulled an all-nighter:
many

(038) Talked on the phone all night:
yes

(039) Had an X-ray:
yes

(040) Had detention:
yes

(041) Been suspended:
no

(042) Been Expelled:
no

(043) Slept all day:
yes

(044) Killed someone:
no

(045) Made out with a stranger:
no

(046) Had sex with a stranger?:
no

(047) Kissed the same sex:
no

(048) Done anything sexual with the same sex?
no

(049) Been betrayed:
probably

(050) Broken the law:
yes

(051) Been arrested:
no

(052) Been on radio/TV:
yes

(053) Been in a mosh-pit:
no

(054) Had a nervous breakdown:
no

(055) Been criticized about your sexual performance:
no

(056) Had a dream that kept coming back:
yes

(057) Seen your favorite band play:
yes

(058) Owned a pair of big sunglasses:
no

(059) Worn a huge hat:
no

(060) Judged other people by their clothing:
yes

(061) Been told you have good taste:
yes

(062) Been romantically attracted to someone and physically unattracted?:
no

(063) Been used?:
probably

(064) Been in an abusive relationship?:
no


DO YOU BELIEVE IN...
(065) Life on other planets:
sure

(066) Miracles:
no

(067) Astrology:
no

(068) Magic:
no

(069) God:
no

(070) The Devil:
no

(071) True Love:
yes

(072) Ghosts:
no

(073) Rebirth:
no

(074) Love at first sight:
its lust

(075) Ying and Yang?:
sort of

(076) Witches:
no

(077) The Easter Bunny:
no

(078) Santa Clause:
no


LAST PERSON...
(079) That you laughed at:
Nick

(080) That laughed at you:
Sam

(081) That hurt you:
well Sam pushed me into a wall yesterday

(081) That turned you on:


(082) That kissed you:
Sam

(083) That hugged you:
Erienne

(084) That you went shopping with :
Sam

(085) To disappoint you:
i dont know

(086) That made you cry:
dad

(087) That brightened up your day:
Sam

(088) You saw a movie with:
Nick and Sam

(089) You talked to on the phone:
Crystal

(090) You talked to on text message:
Erienne

(091) You to on IM:
Betty

(092) That made you smile:
Sam

(093) That made you laugh:
Sam

(094) That saw you cry:
Sam

(095) That bought you something:
Nick

(096) That danced with you:
Erienne

(097) That you have a crush on:
Sam haha


The Whats...
(098) What do you find romantic?:
cuddling, the rain

(099) What are your turn-on's?:
la la la

(100) What are your turn-off's?:
arrogance, wimpiness

(101) What is best about the opposite sex?:
their sex? idk

(102) What is best about the same sex?:
not caring about sports...haha

(103) What is the last present someone got you?:
beats me

(104) What makes you happy?:
the beer pong table

(105) What is your B-day?:
february 27th

(106) What is your favorite movie?:
Clockwork Orange, the Weatherman

(107) What is your favorite band?:
Sonata Arctica or Dragonforce

(108) What is your favorite type of movie?:
drama

(109) What is your favorite season?:
summer

(110) What is your favorite month?:
june

(111) What is your favorite Holiday?:
christmas

(112) What is your favorite language?:
english, I'm an american

(113) What is your favorite thing to do?:
travel

(114) What is your favorite color(s)?:
black


The Who's...
(115) Your best friend(s):
Babylonia, Nick, Evan, Sam, Crystal

(116) The one person you can trust with any thing?:
Babylonia

(117) Your favorite singer?:
Gary Allan

(118) Your favorite Actor?:
Clive Owen

(119) Your favorite Actress?:
eh

(120) Your favorite President?:
idk
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(no subject) [Oct. 27th, 2007|07:05 pm]
so, spur of the moment today, got my tongue repierced and got a new tattoo

sweet.
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(no subject) [Oct. 26th, 2007|11:11 am]
idk why i keep so much about myself secret from my parents. i just follow my instincts on that. there are things i know not to tell them but i dont figure out until later why telling them would have been a bad idea. i trust my instincts. so yeah not telling them about sam even though they like him and all that. i dont know why im hiding him/us from them but i know ill be glad later on.

evan and erienne and nick are pretty much the best friends i've ever had. so is sam but that's different cause we're not friends. well we are. whatever.

technicalities.
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(no subject) [Oct. 21st, 2007|01:19 pm]
[mood | ugly]

AUUUUGH!
Sam isn't coming to pick me up until tonight. I'm dying to go home!! I do not want another entire DAY here!

I am going to go batshit crazy before I see Tucson again.
And I don't like myself today.
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